broken flowers.

i feel alone in your touch

asleep on your couch

in your arms of long past wishes and dreams

like a fish squirming to get free

thanks i had forgotten i love you

stars, broken flowers and not knowing

what to happen next

who am i doing, what am i doing?

and 'do you like to play pool?'

fears of the dark

shadows shaping shifting in my mind

piano strings and cake

raspberries and coconut milk

i need a knife thrower

or maybe just a dark cave to hind in

you made my heart swell like the little velveteen rabbit

watching your star reflected in blues and green

accidently starting to cry hoping no one notices in the dark

it comes out all wrong

forget i said anything

and i give up to soon

again