Monday, May 28, 2007

babies=brain slugs




babies are like brain slugs. they consume your brain, till the point that you can only be like 'brain slug, brain slug, brain slug'. only it's more like ' baby, baby, baby'.

dream from last night 05 27 07


*indoor pool. jett and i are in the pool. all of a sudden jett turns into a shark and is trying to eat me. it's like we are playing tho, b/c if the shark wanted to get me, he just would. he is playing with his food. i'm under the water and i see the shark dive into the water. the water is really deep and i'm trying to swim to the surface. i swim up to the surface and shark comes up right next to me and takes a big bite out of the side of the pool. i decide that perhaps playing 'tag' with the shark is not such a good idea. i start punching the shark in 'neck' (below the mouth).
*jett is taking a bath somewhere other than our house in real life. i'm his servant/wife, it isn't totally clear. he's like a master anyway. he gets out of the bath.the women/servant next to me helps him i think. jett leaves. the sevant and i are sitting next to each other on the floor; our arms resting over the ledge of the bath tube. water is draining out of the bath tube. there are mapel leaves/ other things in the bath. they are swirling around making symetrical arangements with each other. the things other than the leaves (they look kinda like marbels) start reflecting light all over the left side of the bath tube/wall. purpel and yellow, with white little dots. the servant makes comment of how 'magical' the lights are. the light is filling her with the urge to for us to 'embrace' . we are lovers behide closed doors. i tell her that altho all the signs are there that we should caress (the light is some kind of sign) at this moment we can not! i feel that same desire that she does.
* jett and i have just eaten at la boca, la boca looks much more like a twisted version of citizen cake. the whole wait staff is waiting on us, lead by this older women with short, dyed blonde, curly, hair. i'm tyring to get our check. the check doesn't come out to the right amount it's something like $8, 40 something, $8.46? i can't find jett. i'm looking over this guys shoulder, he's looking at the suicide girls' book. only it much more graphic. daniel lives behide la boca, and suddenly i'm with him at his house. it's his old house on kalamath st. we are in the living room, mid morning light it streaming in the large window. the place is thrashed. really junky, more like my house. or daniel's first house. daniel is eating cereal. i think there is a tv on the table.he asks me if i have a scar on my belly botton like he does. i don't understand what he is taking about. he's about to show me but then i wake up.

dream from last night 05 26 07


* being in this room with my lady, mistress, i was her valet. i was to keep her safe sorta, it was strange. we were guests in this pallace. i was trying to get this guy from the pallace we were in to leave. the guy was like the spainard from 'the princess bride' his name is Inigo; combined with my b/f Jett. the spainard and i had love hate relationship. i was kissing on him trying to convince him to leave. my lady seemed very anoyed by my actions toward the spainard. i was deeply in love with my lady but couldn't show it openly. although it seemed like it was an unspoken love, she knew about it, just didn't reciprocate.like unrequited love.
* going into gail and zack's backyard (my parents). the 'gardeners' were there! the 'gardeners' are two older men that sneek into people's gardens in the middel of the night and garden!!!!!! they're like superheros/villains. i had to fight them of course!!!!!!!! they tried to run east but i cornered them, only they weren't in a corner. we fought and altho i ended up pined to the ground i was still winning some how, like we were really sparring.
*trying to get into jett's car to drive, on the driver's side.i think its in the parking lots of wild goats/ wallgreens. this creepy guy is walking up to the car. (there is a rapist roaming my neighborhood, ya know, in real life.) even tho i was getting into the drivers side in the begining of the dream i was now in the passager's set. i locked both doors of the car, the car then started to drive its self. i honked the horn at the creepy guy. the horn was REALLY loud. the cops showed up, b/c of the horn i think.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

dream from last night 05 22 07


*dating jett and my client robert at the same time. he is turning out not to be as cool as expected. jett thinks i should dump him. i also think so, yet didn't want to do it over the phone.
*going to the restroom in big heeled boots. peeing on the floor instead of going in the toilet. trying to clean up the pee on the floor. it's like rabbit pee all opaque and sticky.i was told NOT to pee on the floor and then i did. i got pee on my boots, inbetween the sole and the rest of the shoe.
* it's the zombie holocaust. we are next to a river, it's like the river in " everything is illuminated". there is a house next to the river.Benjamin McKenzie from the OC is there. he was shooting zombies. the more zombies you shot the more appeared. i think they had really good hearing. there was a dead girl in a big bin, that i needed to lean over to get something. she was white, white, white! white on white, her nippels were white on white. the look over her face was sheer terror, in her eyes and her mouth.she had pointed teeth. the present and the past wrapped into one. the inside of the the front door house was blood stained. Ben explained what had happened, i could see it in my head, like a flash back in a movie. i think the dead white girl had somthing to do with all the cleaned up blood on the door. i think he loved her from the look in his eye.

Friday, May 25, 2007