dream from 09 18 07

* nicole (my boss) is going out of town, so we are all salon sitting. ( the only person in the dream that is actually an employee is me). the school part of the salon is where we are sleeping. the school is vastly larger in the dream than in reality. it has an upstairs/downstairs. it's nicely furnished too. ( kinda like my dream about my house opening up into a mansion). it's night time and i go into 'the back' to turn off some lights. this is when i realize that the salon is HUGE; it just keeps going. every light is on in every room, and for some reason all the rooms have numerous lamps too. i give up at some point and go back to the room i'm sleeping in. mr. lock (from lost is there, he is one of my coworkers) everyone else is sleeping in one bed. i ask lock why everyone is crammed into one bed? he explains to me that he licked the brown paint ( which he is still holding) and had to throw up in the bathroom. which is why everyone is mad at him. as he is telling me this he licks the paintbrush again. he runs to the bathroom. i make my way down stairs plugging my ears, as to not hear him throwing up. i go down into the basement which is where the 'old' school room is. the place creeps me out, yet has a strange power about it. the world feels like it's spinning with my hands clamped over my ears.



i return to the up stairs, but it's changed. it's like a top of a fancy hotel, with a pool set into the roof. the 'hotel' is surrounded by rain forest, it's on a cliff looking down into a immense valley. the view is breath taking. the sky is this erie dark blue and pink color. (it looks like one of zack's paintings) there is a bird feeding frenzy. ravens are nested in the pool. maybe they're baby ravens but the same size as adults. other ravens are flying to the ravens in the pool and feeing them crows, or maybe smaller ravens. i don't know.



the hotel turns back into the salon. nicole comes back from her trip. we are all in a lower level when nicole walks in. we all applaud. she's dressed as hitler, or is hitler. (which is strange cause i don't feel nicole bares resemblance to hitler.) is that all there is?

dream from 09 17 07

*parking the car with zack (my father, he actually parks, cause i don't drive. ) we get out and feed the meter. we are staying in this strange hotel, or are we staying with friends/relatives? the house is nice enough, very open. there something strange happening in the house that we don't see/understand.i think we aren't allowed to go in the kitchen. most of the people in the house are like mutant hillbillies (expect this women, is she keeping us out of the kitchen.) they all have extreme hernias. it looks like they have funnel cake on their bellies. i think they are all in butcher clothing too. kinda creepy huh?

dream from 09 15 07

* behind my house opens up into this huge, expensive mansion. i'm not really supposed to be there but our bathroom is out of order and i've decided to use their's. do i get caught? does someone come and then not care that i'm there? something happens at the end here, but what?

dream from 09 13 07

*something happens at the beginning of this dream that i can't remember. i'm making dinner and patrick comes over unexpectedly, we invite him to eat with us. mina isn't with him, which i find strange. i walk outside and there is a flash of light. everything is an amazing shade of yellow and orange. mina looks at me like i blend in with the environment. is my hair orange? are my eyes yellow? she looks at me like i look at her, in my dreams. she's looking at me like i'm other worldly as thro i've turned the whole world orange and yellow in a blink of the eye. i am fall? did i change the leaves and the sky? nothing feels magical to me, it's the way she looks at me. i look like a goddess to her. she usually is the goddess in my dreams.

jesus christ

now that's what i call a leap of faith.

dream from 9 11 07

* i finish doing one of my clients and i'm checking her out. ( i'm in my parents house.) she says she's going to pay half on the credit card and the other in cash. i put $50 on the card. she looks down. i ask her what's wrong. she say's that she doesn't like her hair and that she is only going to pay me $50. i'm furious but go talk to nicole in gail's studio. i explain what happened to nicole and before she can even answer i say i'm going to firer her! nicole sort of shrugs and nods. i storm out of the 'office' and tell elizabeth that i'm never doing her hair again and that she HAS to pay me full price for what i did to day. she walks out of the house and i go screaming after her that she better pay up. her hair doesn't look like it normal does, but it's what she wanted. fucking bitch.
* there's a bunch of cool restaurants at the intersection of cerrillos and guadalupe. lots of open patios and such. god i wish that dream was real.



* it's kinda late at night, a bunch of dorky old guys come over to hang out with jett. i'm displeased. we are leaving for lonely mountain in the morning, and i'm trying to get everything ready. more and more people show up, i don't like any of them. a ton of stupid college kids show up. it's really loud. i'm worried someone is going to call the cops. instead our landlord shows up and yells at jett. jett turns into a little kid with his 'yes sirs'. everyone is thrown out, which i take immense pleasure in. we go for a drive. jett is driving but he has more of john's personality traits then his own. we drive by a church. mass has just let out. "jett" yells to angela shoemaker ( this really annoying 'punk rock' chirstain that comes into the salon. dude she's like a total dyke. i just don't get it) i think he asks her if she wants a ride. the people in front of us have a Jesus mobil. it's kinda like a station wagon. it has a jesus with his arms out on the top.



all the christians look like they all came start out of the 50's. there are about 4-5 teenage boys in the back looking out the window, kinda taunting us. the back of their car in made of blocks that sift and change all at once. ( kinda like that thing in barbarella that moves when she changes clothing) my legs feel all crushed and fuzzy, like we've been driving for hours. are we are a drive in?



* i have sialia's hair. i'm at work trying to put it up. i think to my self ' this hair really doesn't fit my personality'

dream from 09 10 07

*i'm in a 'zoo' trying to rescue a dog/wolf disguised as a cat. i'm trying to be subtle while wheeling a backpack around. i hide underneath a table. i think i have turned into the dog/wolf. there were all different kinds of wild cats in this large room that i was hiding in. i don't know how this dream ends.
*i'm going to a swimming pool with rachel. ( a childhood friend of mine. she has a creepy brother. she was the first girl i had a dream about kissing. i told her too. in the dream we are grown ups. anyway.....) nicole has given all her employees a membership to this pool. rachel jumps in. i realizes that i need a swim suit, cause i'm wearing one of my favorite shirts and i don't want to ruin it. i tell her i'll be right back, i'm just gonna run home real quick. i go back to my home ( my parent's house, cause in the dream i still live with them. ) the house is filled with spiders and snakes and scorpions. one of the snakes is a tiny cobra it's all kinds of funky colors. another snake turns into a scorpion, it's all fucked up looking tho. i freak and try to throw all them outside. there's a bunch of my tee shirt under the desk. i'm looking thro them realizing how much i've missed them. ( i don't have any of them in real life) i leave the house and meet gail and zack in the driveway. they show me this huge beautiful spider. it reminds me of a cathedral for some reason. it's body is black and it's legs bright orange. it's legs are dramatically long.



* i'm talking to jett on my cell phone in my sister's bathroom. he explains to me that he doesn't feel well, and that we can't hang out tonight.( i still live with my parent's in the dream) all of a sudden he's roller blading in the street and i'm running after him. for being on foot i'm going very fast. am i chasing him? is he trying to give me the slip? i don't want to spend the night alone. he skates into a place that looks like a sunken castle. it's like a dance studio on the inside, hardwood floors. he skates thro and out, i come running after him. on the back side of the building boys are doing contortion tricks on rope. jett isn't there, and it seems that i totally forget that i'm chasing after him. there are stacks of paper against the outside of the castle. i start collecting them thinking i'll make art with them. is there a fire near by?



* driving down the street with an old traci lords. she looks haggard, but is my friend. i'm thinking about how she really looks nothing like traci lords. will people believe me that i know her, when this is what she looks like?

dream from 09 08 06

* morning dream about having sex with jett at the climbing gym. i woke up to go pee in the mist of the dream. when i went back to sleep i was back in the climbing gym. i walked into a different room, jett was waiting against the way for me. it was erie. very shortbus influenced. hot sex.

dream from 09 06 07

* staying in hotels in south new mexico, the hotel are nice, actually. i'm there for a something but i don't know what. it's all green and lush. am i there with jett? i playing this game, on a screen. it's like checkers. (i don't really remember how to play from childhood)in the game green and black are battling, they are amorphous blobs. the game makes no logical sense. i think it has a cute little goth girl in it too. she looks like she's drawn but this particular artist.

men are such assholes. they will deny anything to get away with murder .

dream from 09 05 07

* i'm attaching heels to my normal shoes. they are made out of plastic, they look like door stoppers. they aren't quiet even. adding the heels makes hills steeper. after going down a gigantic hill, i'm biking down alameda street, going west. there's a older man biking in front of me, he drops a trap or maybe a parachute. i try to yell to him that he has dropped something. but he doesn't hear me. i catch up to him and tell him that he dropped something off his back. i bike around the block with him. he doesn't want my help at first, i have to insist . the road is now like a huge mattress, it has a sheet on it, the sheet is falling off. the man and i have an awkward goodbye. i feel the need to ask him if he'd like to get a bite to eat. does he feel the same ? he tells me that if i ever need help starting a business to ask him for help. i never find out what his name is.

09 03 07

*i had numerous strange dreams last night. i only remember bits and pieces of all of them.
* in one of them i'm in a hotel but that's all i remember.

* i'm trying on shoes at a shoe store. i've been in the store before, in another dream. the first women i talk to is very nasty. she wont let me try on any shoes. they don't have little socks that i can wear to try on shoes. only they do have the socks, she is lying to me. i try on a pair of shoes, in my bare feet, when she's not looking. a nice women comes and says that i can try on whatever shoes i want i just have to wash them first. so i go into the bathroom and wash my feet in the sink, then i put baby powder on them. i come out of the bathroom and put on a pair of the thin socks. i don't even really like any of the shoes.

* i'm hanging out with sophie, i don't want to go home. ( i still live my parents in the dream). we are located at the scooter shop in denver. there is an ambulance circling around. sophie tell me that i have to go home, unless i sleep on her floor.

* i'm in a creepy house. there are ghoulish little girls in the house with me. i'm getting ready to leave with this little boy, i'm also little at the moment. all of a sudden we are grow ups. is he a murderer, am i? who's hurrying us out of the house, is it my father? i'm trying on green/red boots. they're christmas shoes boots. i steal them. i keep needing material stuff before i can leave. i'm leaving for a long time with this boy.

dream from 08 31 07

* i'm at the climbing gym trying to do the white route. i'm at the last place that i've gotten to ( in real life) . i feel weightless. i'm afraid to finish, but not physically exhaustied. i finish and am very fulfilled.
* i'm visiting this girl i barely know. i went to high school with her. i've had a crush on her since high school. ( i think she thinks i'm a boy) this other kid i knew from school is there, he works at the video library now. she take me to the bathroom. i think we are in peggy's house, but the bathroom is kinda like my mother's studio. in the 'bathroom' she tells me that she has liked me since high school! we are hiding from a women. i don't know who or why tho. the women comes busting in and see us kissing/ petting. do we run?

dream from 08 28 07

*there's a psycho killer in my house. i'm hiding in the back while jett is defending the front. there's lots of other people in the house. at one point there this sick lanky looking guy in the bathroom. ( his trying to get me, like duh. ) i scream at the top of my lungs and give him a good whacking with my baseball bat. ( i blame watching 'vacancy' last night. )