Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Never to be Seen Again


backed up in boiling hate and rage

gonna burn up with no where to go but down

rock bottom

passing by the fish kissing her lips salty

with love and past lives in her eyes

drowned at twenty two

and the way you feel against my arms

pushing against the future and the now

it's all the same

same same same

the same space as you

as lightning flickers and it's all gone to shit

the final play offs and you know nothing

your the king of cowards on the tight rope

high in the sky

never looking down never looking away

the way it's meant to be ask me again in a year

like i said it all the same

never forgotten always the same

left alone to play with legos

and snow hits the ground

and me curled up in the blood

they always say the same thing

i can't believe it

and how hard i cried when i found out

winner on top seeing nothing wrong

as the cover passes from your eyes and left in the bomb field

undiscovered territory once know as

your heart

now a wasteland

filled with half naked bodies and shrapnel

you mean nothing to me

just like i mean nothing to myself

devoid of love torn and raped

knowing there's nothing i can hide

masks and torn up lips

that look i once knew how to give

mixed up in vizcaya

it's all gone to shit

it's all fucked

when i go away i'll go away for a long long time

don't be sad don't miss me

know that i'll be back one day, but you might not know it's me

the beggar, the saviour

tap out, take drugs, lay around all day and dream

theses are the things i want the things i've dreamt of

when you're still playing your games i'll be a millions miles from earth

casting off tears into space and maybe just maybe if i'm lucky

they'll freeze and float down to you

even if your in berlin, or paris, santa fe or tokyo

my perfect six sided tear drop will hit your cheek

and for a moment

just a moment

you'll smell me

and you'll know i'm back

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