Monday, August 24, 2009
just for me the church bells rang. . .
it's cold and grey outside
and that's just fine with my heart
seeping into the digital world
new faux, covered in ink splatter
love surrounds my bed, and pillows piled on top to keep me warm
dear alcohol,
how i've missed you
i promise i'll never abandon you again
my sweet
xoxoxo
Serena
is my name but my family calls me
Serene
white lilies dying in my room of frost and for longed love
my paintings need hanging my needle readjusting
and my heart some mending
we beat each other to the pavement
no anger in my limp body as
i turn purple and collapse at your feet
silence
wondering what stopping would feel like
blue and purple blazing in my eyes
cold air on my skin brings me back to reality
life scattered through out my room
quite and sad
my days are long and my night lonely and dark
growing afraid of the ghosts i hold deep inside
blood dripping down my legs
release and puffy eyes in the morning
don't look at me, cast away
go sailing, name your ship after me
in the storm you are my destination,
in the port you are my storm
what's left
i have nothing more to say
Friday, August 21, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
the week of aug 20th.
Maybe you weren't listened to very attentively as a child. Perhaps you were dressed in clothes you didn't like, hugged only three times a year, and fed food you were allergic to. I suppose it's even possible that your parents were psychotic drug dealers who kept you chained to a radiator in their squalid basement. If that's the case, Aries, I would understand if you had an urge to devote the next three decades to bewailing your bitter past and scheming up ways to wreak revenge on the cruel world. But if you have ever been curious about whether there might be better ways to allocate your time and energy, I have good news. According to my reading of the astrological omens, you now have it in your power to overcome your toughest memories and set out on a course to become almost as secure as if those bad things had never happened.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
My Life According to Leonard Cohen
(fuck Bono)
Pick Your Artist: Leonard Cohen
Are you male or female: I'm your man
Describe yourself: Love Itself
How do you feel about yourself: Waiting For The Miracle
Describe your current boy/girl situation:Hey, That's No Way To Say Goodbye
Describe where you currently live: Tower Of Song
If you could go anywhere you wanted to go: A Thousand Kisses Deep
Your favorite form of transportation: Jazz Police
Your best friend(s) is(are): The Stranger Song
Your favorite color is: Famous Blue Raincoat
Favorite time of day: Night Comes On
If your life were a TV show, what would it be called: In My Secret Life
What is life to you: The Future
What is the best advice you have to give: Ain't No Cure For Love
Thought for the Day: I Can't Forget
How I would like to die: Everybody Knows
My soul's present condition: Hallelujah
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
chiming light savers of death's departed.
i feel the waves of the earth crashing over me
she felt so soft, even thro my pants
never been kissed before and unaccountable
stepping up to the plate, virginal, and not knowing what i'd give
silently vacuum all the glitter up from my eyes
and make plans, for falling in
with those sunset path ways thro the field
i dream of you
losing you
i dream of you
enter back into the reality
of non reality that i feel so close to
sleepy now, i smell like a stripper
and everyones long gone
to sleep in and out with redheaded angels
i want you to know that i'm thinking about you
and as i long for another's touch
i want you to know
i dream of you
losing you
i dream of you
Monday, August 3, 2009
a forgotten poem and a reanimated dream.
have you ever dreamt a dream that you had had before?
wondering if you were having rem deja vu?
or perhaps the sensation is false familiarity,
do you know what happens next because your deciding your own dreaming fate?
i stand inside peering out window pain
imagining the leaves turn golden,
falling off and snow covering the trees
bare and helpless
it reminds me of a old poem i could never remember
and now i've forgotten
the future seems so bright only to pass into it
everything the same
i wrote you a drunken lullaby the other night
soft whispers of heart felt reasoning
pounds to hard when there's refusal of a hug
practice, as i peer out my steeple windows
wondering if you were having rem deja vu?
or perhaps the sensation is false familiarity,
do you know what happens next because your deciding your own dreaming fate?
i stand inside peering out window pain
imagining the leaves turn golden,
falling off and snow covering the trees
bare and helpless
it reminds me of a old poem i could never remember
and now i've forgotten
the future seems so bright only to pass into it
everything the same
i wrote you a drunken lullaby the other night
soft whispers of heart felt reasoning
pounds to hard when there's refusal of a hug
practice, as i peer out my steeple windows
Saturday, August 1, 2009
seems like all i ever want to do is nothing.
Sunday June 20, 2004
3:18:22 PM
Ten thousand years later, I just want to tell you: you
have the most beautiful eyes. I'm so scared I'm going
to forget something really important, but if i do, no
matter what, it won't be you.
3:18:22 PM
Ten thousand years later, I just want to tell you: you
have the most beautiful eyes. I'm so scared I'm going
to forget something really important, but if i do, no
matter what, it won't be you.
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