the's, for now.

lover affairs
no. 2 pencils
secrets
pool
ice cream
bruised cheek bones
arms
cornered against the heater
bart
beirut
which you don't like
stars
home
falling asleep
sometimes
on the couch
playing chase
christmas eve
ginger cancels
i mean candles
measuring eyelashes
goodbye orion
riding crops
disappearing acts
bandaged broken hearts
and
cold cold hearts
if only for a lil while
and the old fashion way
first
trading stars for jackets
23
test drives
and
crashandburn
romeandjuliet
Rowing to the Moon
Goodnight Serena
The Tranquil Sea
past
future
present
kissing bloody shoulders
green
anything else i'm missing?
oh, wrestling
cinnamon gum
ginger
and the smell,
the moment before,
you walk into a candy store

what is the past tense of fleeting.

going-going-gone.

cleaning my room.

i miss you. please call me.

all encompassing. breathtaking.

everything's gone grey again

as i'm wearing your jacket and shirt

thinking of what you said over stop signs and portishead lyrics

falling and pulling

why do i always fall for the most unlikely/likely people

are you reading this do you miss me, should i call you, do i miss you

your jacket smells like cinnamon

and time skips into the past as i open the floodgate of time

to when times were sadder and i was younger

lost my only love and didn't know what to do

it doesn't make any sense

and maybe amanda is wrong

love is still blind

i'll break yours

and i'm so sorry i didn't mean to do this to you

even tho i told you it would happen

sleeping in a pea pod made for two very short people

and the earth fades away

and all thats left is two people spinning

i was planing this i didn't expect it

and i'm trying to remember what you told me she was like

i saw stars and everything is so fleeting

strawberry ice cream photos in blue and stopping in the shadows to kiss you

voluptuous was in there somewhere too

Friday, 23 January, 2009
Aries (12 Mar - 19 Apr)
You are doing a bit of a balancing act now that the serious Moon in Capricorn reminds you of your obligations. This might bring you back down to the ground, but you aren't willing to let go of your high hopes for a brighter tomorrow. Be cautiously optimistic, as long as you feel the tension of the tightrope that is stretched between your past commitments and your future goals.

silent vacuum.

you lips shakes and you bite your mouth

your eyes always look like they are pouting

strawberry ice cream, photo booth, and the airport

russian blues, bart, and green circles

barber cut shaves, sore left shoulders

things that should have been or are yet to come

the moon, and everything else i can't have

just running scared

the way you look when i wake up in the morning,

and your still holding me

chasing you thro the red door into self enlightenment

distractions, bowling and french fires

secret for secrets

your virginity, my cold cold heart,rowing to the moon

and all the good night serena's

can i hold my little fists on

things i miss about you

the way you always say good morning beautiful

the way you ask me if i need anything

your road rage

glasses of water in plastic cups, even tho i hate plastic cups

boom swagger boom, and cherry cola

mr show

mawh

jim bean and pbr

the way you ask me 'did you?'

the way you bite your lip at me when i please you or make you excited

the way you smell me

your smell

when you sing to me

when you play the steering wheel

the way you know i'm always right

mostly

the way you ask me if i want anything and when i say no you ask 'are you sure?'

the way you kiss me, wow

coming to see you on your lunch break

and how fast you walked to your car

the way you smoke and always squeeze my neck too hard

the way you towel dry yourself

hawk lugees

and

most everything

the way you say 'mmm'

when you ask me if that was okay, or if i liked that

you trying to show me how to play guitar

jeff buckley

dollface

your sense of humor

how much you love me

the way you spank me anytime i walk away from you

your sleepy blue eyes

little girls

i just wiped my nose on your tee shirt, i'm sorry

the way you say 'sweat'

the way you tell me your just kidding with an awww doll before it

they way you, ya know all those things,

i really miss all that

the way you bowl

your jacked up shoes laces

and

broken glasses

. . . .

i'm sorry

sigh, oh shit.

Saturday, 17 January, 2009
Aries (12 Mar - 19 Apr)
Knowing what you want in a relationship is surely a good thing, unless it is in direct conflict with what is expected of you. It's not easy finding a workable solution to this current dilemma, for your obligations might make it impossible for you to follow your heart. Nevertheless, don't deny your feelings; you have better choices if you face the truth now, rather than trying to avoid it.

i just don't know

Side A

SideB

!boys!