dream from last night 06 16 07

*standing on a fire escape, someone slams a door up against the side of the wall. in the dream it reminds me of a painting.
* close up on white boxers briefs, with junk in them, zoom out a girl is wearing the boxers. she looks like the girl from return of the living dead. she's topless with the girl's boobs. she's rubbing up and down on a guys leg. they are in a pool along with a bunch of other people. it's an indoor pool the water is low, maybe 5 feet less that it should be. it's very green and yellow. i'm watching them. the door opens to the room it lets in a pastel yellow light, and yet its very bright. one of the guys walks up the stairs in the pool toward the door. his back is muscly, the sight of him walking up the steps reminds me of a painting too. it was like having de ja vu while dreaming.
* going to a dry cleaners/ thrift shop. there's a cute girl working. she's got dark hair and brown eyes. i think jett was there and some one else. i want to try on this skirt with skulls on it. i take off my pants. i'm not wearing any underwear. now i'm naked from the waist down, sitting on the floor, and there's a bunch of mexicans trying to talk to me. i felt very uncomfortable.

dream from last night 06 15 07

*going on a hike with jett and bram (comics bram, not punk rocker bram). we are going on a hike in a river. the river is very close to where we parked the car. the river is floating in the air. the surface of the water is covered in sod dust. it's like a floating sod dust river. at one point in the dream jett and i are sitting in the river, the river is inside a room. there is a door to our left. it looks like a room in site santa fe. maybe it is? is bram thro the door? is the river an art installation? are we?
* being in a strange corridor with jacob who i went to school with. i can't remember what i was doing there. was sophie with me?

dream from last night 06 13 07

*shopping at fashion nation with jett. only it's not where fashion nation is. it's big and open. there's all these skirts that hannah has made. the front is made of denim with a back jean pocket on it. sewn on the pocket is the stray cats' logo. the backside is white with flowery patterns all over it. over the pattern is all beaded with bright colors. in the other part of the dream i think jett, sophie and i are next to a lake, maybe in a cottage?

dream from last night 06 09 07

*i'm at the mall, but it's really cool. the mall is where santa fe high school is. the shoe shop that's in de vargas mall is in this mall. it's like villa linda transported. the shoe store is cooler in the dream than in real life. i go into it twice in the dream. once at the beginning and then at the end. in the end i'm wanting to leave the mall fast! near the mall is this plant/chocolate shop. it's musky like an apothecary. plants growing in domed glass. i'm in the shop with chris hilson, there's two samples of chocolate. one sitting in front of me on the counter; one off to the left side. the sample to the left has whipping cream on top. chris wants to make sure to get some of the cream.



*the cowgirl has fresh produce. there's a cute dark haired girl there. i take her home to have sex with. she gives me ecstasy. she disappears. jett and i are rolling around in bed like bunnies. later on jett and i are in a bathroom. we're in the bathtub, there's two bathtub next to each other in the bathroom. like a double basin sink. there's a large window in the bathroom in fills the whole wall up. light is streaming in. it's a late afternoon kinda light. the whole bathroom it just bathtub. is there even a door? both baths are very full, but we need to get rid some of our water. i'm going to put it into the other bathtub. the shaker my lilies are in (in real life) it sitting on the edge of the other tub. the lilies are resting in a vase? next to the window. light shinning on them. they're are wilted looking, like they're dying slowly. i grab the shaker, fill it with water from our bath, and dump it into the next. i notice a large plastic tub in the bath i'm pouring water into. i decide that will gett the job done better. later on in the dream i go outside my house pretending to vomit. IntQ, paul, and tyrrell are all there watching tv (i think). i'm really mad but i don't know why.

dream from last night 06 07 07

*learning how to drive with gail, zack and danny.

dream from last night 06 06 07

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* out in the mist of nowhere. among a cluster of trees there are big baskets filled with all kinds of cool crap. bags and clothing and the like. it's this women's store, there's a house next to the trees. the women reminds me of this hairdresser i did a few weeks ago. am i with sophie and tim? i go inside the women's house for some reason. it's bad decor all dark brown and white. she has all this 70's shit set out on counters. kinda like how you'd decorate a mantel. i leave the women's house. am i alone now? there's a little creek near by. i see my mother and a japanese women thro the tall grass. they are fishing. i walk toward them, but past them, without knowing it. the ground turns from leaves and twigs to concrete. i'm next to a huge condo with a swimming pool. there's a gate around the swimming pool. there's something odd about the way it looks. it's all very familiar. everyone is gathering in the building for a movie/death. maybe it's the oscars everyone is very dressed up. someone is dead or going to be kill during the ceremony. sophie's with me now and we are inside. we are walking up these stairs. the stairs are twisting and turning. at one point they twist over on top of each other like a lazy 8 or eternity symbol. (totally unwalkable) we find guillermo del toro in a room with his family. i want to tell him that i love pan's labyrinth, but i'm embarrassed . i get up the courage to tell him and his really nasty to me. he doesn't seem to care at all. we are downstairs near the theatre entrance, i think we are all dress up. my cell phone rings. jett's on the phone. i either tell him that i'm not going into the theatre, or he tell me that his not going. i can't hear him well so i step outside. once i close the door i'm on a staircase outside. like the one at the old santa fe girls' school. there is a building to my left. people are welding inside it. there are 3 punk rockers. one of them has little spikes coming out of his jeans, like my hedgehog. somehow sitting on the stairs i am having information filtrate into my brain about people having their eyes taken out and replaced with snake teeth. i faint. but it's like pretend fainting, the punk rockers think i've fainted, but i'm still conscious. i think i have to snake eyes put into my head at this time.



all of a sudden i'm in my old bedroom watching a freaky movie with sophie and tim. it's about a large worm with three eyes terrorizing a city. he has one eyes resting on top the two others and then his body standing up right. he's a cartoon. the snake eyes and the three eyed worm have something to do with each other.

long lost dream

* i can't remember the first part of this dream. i think part of it takes place in a whore house. jett and i have a baby. ( i know scary, huh?) jett takes care of the baby not me, no how. we meet up with bram on the plaza. the plaza and streets are dark and grey. i've seen it like that in a dream before, maybe when i was a kid? bram's shoes were really nifty. they were like bondage shoes. the laces went thro d-rings, and they were red/green converse.

dream from last night 06 05 07

*jett, will and i are in whole foods. will is sitting on a conveyer belt. we are asking him if we can use the computer. he keeps saying 'yeah sure, no problem' and we're like ' if you can't, just tell us!' . he insists it's fine. we know he's lying, maybe he doesn't even know it. i think i should just buy one if he's gonna be flakey.



*jett, paul, sky ryk, and i are at the movies. theres a double feature, the first movie was cool. maybe like grindhouse? the second movie is craked. it's about a eerie circus. we decide to leave. it seems like we start a trend cause then everyone is leaving. we are standing in line to get a refund. i'm talking to the ticket saleman about the movie, he says something about how everyone wants their money back.



some student from somewhere calls me and wants to ask me questions about being a hair stylist. i tell them i'll try to answer their questions to the best of my ability . we are making our way to someone's car. the kid is asking me about salons in casino. we get into the car. the clock reads 9:43, i thinking it's too late for this person to be calling me. i tell them i don't know enough about casino salons to talk about it

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dream from last night 06 04 07

*i'm trying to make it with this girl. she seems really familiar, she reminds me of this client i have. she's got blonde hair and a big nose. we're in my roommate's bedroom. i ask her if she's straight or bi, but not if she's gay. she doesn't really answer. she's on the floor and i'm on the bed. the covers are falling off the bed onto the floor. are we both wrapped up in blankets? we decide to wrestle, and i say 'only if there's kissing'. we start rolling around on the floor. all of a sudden i'm summoned outside our house. the inside of our house is it's self, but on the outside it's like a house in berkley or san francisco. but in the dream i think it was berkley. deborah (sophie's mother) is there. is she what summoned me out of the house? she warns me that the fog is really rolling in. i look to the sky and there's this HUGE explosion of fog. like fireworks made of smoke, it was growing at an exponential rate. ( it was one of the most visual things i've ever seen in a dream, yet very hard to explain. it was to angular to be a mushroom cloud, but it was that big! it was more like a pyroclastic flow. ) we see a spaceship ( like nasa, i think, maybe it's alien *shrug*) get sucked up into the fog, like a black hole!



( later in the dream i was trying to explain the fog to someone. their head exploded and there was a mushroom cloud and i was like 'hey,yeah, kinda like that' )




i decide that i needed to motor. i'm not sure if i needed to see my family or jett, but i started packing up to leave.



* i'm at work and emir kusterica and the no smoking orchestra are standing outside the side door. they are playing 'unza unza time'. it's getting late. alison is still working. i've been moved to the station next to me. in real life it's larger than mine, but in the dream it's tiny! the mirror is all disjointed, and i can't see a full picture in it. everyone goes home. i'm still there. i'm doing this girl's hair named hester. she's more like this girl i met a few days ago, or at least her hair is. time is passing very strangely. we've wasted an hour consulting and i'm already working late. i'm trying to get with this girl too. i'm shampooing her hair. i ask her orientation she says she's bi. i'm very exited.

dream from last night 06 03 07

* visiting someone in this strange store. the store in like horizons all this crazy science/space stuff. am i in high school?my brother is there, he's lost about half his weight. he looks like he did when he was 14! i'm worried that he's gotten gastric bypass surgery. he tells me he's been getting this stuff from these guerillas he knows. it makes him lose tons of weight. i'm worried cause he looks TOO skinny.

dream from last night 06 02 07

i'm staying in this strange old spanish style house. leaves make little dust devils with themselves. it appears there is no actually wind tho. some Tyra Banks like women is the mistress of the house. the dream had a strange feel to it, i didn't really know what was going on. the dream/house felt hunted almost.

dream from last night 06 01 07

electric hair movement. detached hair floating in the air that can whiplash. light brown, with a mind all it's own.

*i'm at a high school, it's not clear weather or not i'm a student there. duke city derby competes in the school's basement. DIA is going to be playing someone. DIA's new costumes are those of the X-men!!! i go down to the basement, but it's very dark. i discover tons of teenagers sitting in the dark on bleachers, waiting to see the bout! there's this eary light that keeps flashing on and off. they are waiting outside the gym (?) to get in for the match.
* i'm still at the high school but not watching roller derby, or going to school, but more looking for something. perhaps i'm looking for the gym, that i already found earlier in the dream. ( dreams are funny things, i tell ya!) or a person. the high school has all of these different levels. i find myself in this class room, with this really sweet boy. in front of us is all of this jewelry. this boy likes me and i like him back. in the dream jett and i are on the rocks. we are still together, but maybe in an open relationship? i want to be with this boy, i'm really upset. i'm looking thro the jewelry, i find an irish promise ring. i've wanted one for years! i can get it for myself, but i've been waiting for jett to get me one. i can tell the sweet boy wants to give it to me. he's really innocent appearing. i'm terrified of hurting him, which i why i wont give into my feelings for him. i'm trying to explain all this to him, but i break down, running outside onto a balcony. i'm crying, i feel really confused. i want so much to have a school girl crush on this boy, to discover new things with him. but deep down in myself i know i'm just going to end up hurting him.



* the rest of the dream is a blur. i end up at someone's house, with some other girls we are fooling around with this super sketch guy. are we being forced? is it our own free will?when we are done at the house, hannah my coworker is there, it's her house? she keeps asking me if she should call the cops, for me. i tell it's okay this time, that the cops don't need to get involved. i'm going around the house picking things up and hiding things.


what i don't understand is this : there's this sweet kid that wants to hold and kiss me. then there's this fucked up situation with this guy and all these girls. i choose the latter over the former. what the fuck? me and my dreams need to have a chat!

dream from last night 05 28 07

i was on top of a huge mountain. it was like an eastern mountain, like in japan. all lush and green. instead of walking down the mountain i opted to take the hidden staircase! it was inclosed with light streaming in the windows. at the bottom there was an organic grocery store. jett is in the store. we are buying popsicles. jett wants the creamy violet one. it was some sort of strange flavor, what flavor i can't recall.