" but we can't go surfing cause it's 20 below "

do i miss something that you never gave me? brushing your hand against my back? showing me off? holding my hand? what if none of those things actually ever happened. i mean, i don't remember them happening. i thought i had it all figured out. i was thinking i didn't have to look in the shadows any more or peer underneath rocks. sure i don't want kids but the truth is : i did want to marry you. but that was a pipe dream and you're just a boy with an attic full of books.

" cause it's gone, daddy, gone, the love is gone away "